Moving forward with my life

Today is Sunday, May 27, 2012. I haven't posted anything in quite some time. I haven't really had very much to say. I have been working at the Hampton Inn and Suites in Roseville, California as a Front Desk agent for almost 8 months now. I will have 9 months of sobriety in 9 days. I have re-invented myself. Again. I am on a new path. It's not perfect, and that's just fine. I feel good about myself. I have hurt some people close to me in my recent past, but I can no longer hold on to my responsibility for their pain, anger or resentment. I have to move on. It is on their shoulders now. What they do I cannot control. I give myself permission to leave it all in the past. Let it forever stay there. My job is going well. My finances are still stabilizing. It is a very long, slow, steady road, but I hope to be MOSTLY caught up by the end of the year. After all the recent "happenings" in my life, piled on top of 18 years of fucked up BULLSHIT...I am moving on. I need to leave the past where it belongs...IN THE PAST. People can either choose to join me in the present or be left behind. I am no longer looking back. I will only look forward.