Once more, yet again, I seem to have fallen from it.
This routine has been an ongoing circle of events for the past decade or so in my life and I AM FUCKING SICK OF IT!!!
No more.
I am DONE.
I'm trying, once more, to pick up the pieces of my trashed life. I lost my job. Almost lost my apartment (it still remains to be seen). My girlfriend left me. We're trying to work things out, but it remains to be seen what will happen. I trashed my brain and my body. I haven't slept a full nights sleep in over a month. My memory of recent events is like a piece of Swiss Cheese.
I am sick.
Sick to death.
I am tired.
Tired of the fight.
I need to figure out the root of this addiction. This crutch. This demon sitting on my shoulder and whispering into my ear, "Go ahead, have another one."
NO MORE you mother fucking asshole! Crawl back to your lair of self-induced torture and find somebody else to fuck with!
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